||[Apr. 21st, 2004|05:48 pm]
is it a crime to love something that shouldnt be alive, i have never in all my years fallen in love with an immortal like i am now. it saddens me to know that he doesn't think of me like that. i wish... but wishes dont get you anything! how many times have i wished to be able to see with out dead eyes or that Mekare could speak to me with out grunts and groans. how many times have i wished that i was never a witch nad had never met the demon spirit that possess all vampires. no, wishes can't get you anthing but crushed dreams.|
Lestat how i love you my prince, all i seek is you. i know Akasha hurt you, but am i so much like her? do i seek to kill the innocent? do i seek to ruin the Vampire Legacy? all that i ask is that you come and talk with me. Let me share my wisdom of ages with you, like Marius and Akasha did. Let be be a Lover and a Mother. let me dance upon the floor of the redwood forests with you.I love you!